Boo-boos!

Posted by: drajesh on: June 13, 2009

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Whomsoever be, anyone wouldn’t deny the chance to enjoy the pleasure of their own chronicles being rewinded, So am I. Hence, I decided to revisit those history of mine when I was looking to pass my hours uselessly. I wouldn’t have went past my e-mail chat history in the pursuit of memories-revisit if I’m provided with superficial powers!!!! I never thought of troubling my memories but I actually ended up so when I happened to realize that I’m unknowingly maintaining a digital diary in the name of online chats with my friends. Though my chats counted to hundreds and their words to lakhs, I never felt my mind tiring as each of those chats were triggering those nostalgic episodes. I later came to realize that I had never wasted my time in amounts which I have done now while waiting for my first job.

Nonetheless, the first frame of my episode – very much like the Indian movies – is a happy and funny kickoff which is the conversation in the name of scrutinizing the efficiency of the Google chat that I had with one of my friends. Since, I never could recollect a moment when I was allowed to chat in my college laboratory then, I assume the conversation must had gone, leastwise me sitting in the browsing cafe. Though, numerous chats which I had before my jan ’08 signified nothing important, the rib-tickling ones were those of the final year project sessions where GMail was purported to converse with even those who are hardly a hand-breadth away!

Later, ugliest part of my life (days after I left my college), was where I couldn’t find even a single chat without the three lettered word D-O-J. I had almost discussed with everyone regarding the joining date. Despite, none is sure about our DOJ, the continued imaginative speculations had driven not only me but also almost all of the friends to stay useless at home, which were horribly reflecting in those chats. It made wonder when I happened to see that I along with my friends network had virtually made all the plans to pack-up-with-resume but nothing ended up in reality. There had been times when we started to look for accommodations as if we had gotten a job, though other than me few of them went in search of job. I still couldn’t recognize what actually conspired me to stay glued at my house – Fate or otiose mind set! Whatever might be the reason, the futile days had gone past without any major betterments except the ever increasing chat counts! All the plans, I contrived, had stayed past with the chat alone.

Waiting was not the only mistake I had ever made in the past one year but it’s was the one which had forced to make several other boo-boos resulting in one ungettable golden period wasted! Being a normal human being, the entire topsy-turvyness went forgotten as soon as I got my joining date confirmed, making me feel as if I had my mistakes justified. These chats made me relive those turmoils once again and realize, whatsoever may be past, wake up, learn from the boo-boos , never let yourself commit those again, try hard to overcome those losses.

After all, there are no mistakes or failures, only lessons!

Tags: chat, friends, memories, mistake, Nostalgia